a_lone_mirage: Tay & Zac (Hanson)
I went to get the uniform fitting and it was very rushed.  I got a top that is loose and button down but the pants weren't there in my size so I chose another pair that were cargo like with pockets.  The materiel in both were horrible especially with cleaning.  I prefer cotton not polyester it's going to be really hot wearing it but hopefully since I only do 5 hrs not too horrible.

I got an email saying she is giving me 30hrs/fortnight to start with which I said was ok but hopefully I can at least get 20 hrs a week which will push my pay up to $600 a fortnight. 

I am going to drive every chance I get and pass my test so I can get another job.  This is my only goal for the rest of the year.

I'm still going to get government backpay from when I left my other job and hopefully still sell stuff on gumtree.  I can't do ebay anymore the fees are killing me and paypal holding my money for 21 days because of money laundering schemes is just ridiculous plus there fee's are absurd.

Some one really needs to come up with an alternative to paypal. 
a_lone_mirage: (Default)
I failed my interview that I went to today so hard that I wanted to puch myself in the head.  He through me a question about what would be better than working at where I previously works why is the grass greener and I stumbled so hard to say something and I said the complete wrong thing. 

I'm feel like I'm never going to get another job and it's been a week god damn I hate this.
a_lone_mirage: (Default)
 I'm having a garage sale tomorrow to get some money I seriously take $50 right now as bliss.  I've got so much stuff for sale on ebay gumtree and facebook it's not funny.  I didn't hear back from regis so I must have been too unfit to work there.  I still have the interview Monday which I hope I get and they just tell me that day.  If not Tuesday first thing I will be signing up for government unemployment. 
a_lone_mirage: Stiles (stiles)
This one is next Monday and I actually really want it as it's got a direct travel route and would pay more.  However I'm still going to try my best tomorrow.  A job would be such a blessing instead of going on unemployment.  I didn't get the references I wanted I'm not sure what to do about that honestly. 

I'm so overweight right now that the clothes for interviews are not impressive at all.  Plus I don't have any money to buy anything nice. 

a_lone_mirage: Claire/Jamie (Outlander)
Pretty sure I'm going to quit my job next week.  I haven't worked for about 2 weeks now and they aren't giving me shifts so it's adios.  I'm going to go ask co-workers to give me references.  I've been applying for jobs like crazy but not hearing back and forgot how depressing job searching is.  I was thinking of  going to tafe but I would be even more debt and that's not good thing.  So I just have to stay focused and keep applying i guess. 

I've been playing around in Lightroom and it's awesome. I'm totally going to make a photo book for Leigh of her son of all the pictures we have taken the past 3 years that we never showed her or mark.  I've got some really good ones. 

Mothers day is this sunday and mum wants a microfiber blanket like the one I have so I'm going to go tomorrow and buy it might have to store it as my sisters though. 

I've caught up on outlander and love it so much unfortunately the fandom has some serious drama so I won't be getting involved there but the show is amazing,

I've been watching prison break on Netfix and love it. 
a_lone_mirage: (Default)
 I've been busy clearing out my uncles house.  It was stressful to say the least.  Now we are trying to sell everything we saved and honestly I'm not having much success.  People on ebay are so cheap I mean the stuff is used but barley and it works wonderfully and they like want it for $5.  Some guy msged me that he would buy his pool table for $450 and it comes with all the accessories.  It's worth 4 times that but I'm selling for $800.

My laptop has crapped out on me so I'm using my old one and I realise I miss it the keyboard layout so much.  Maybe I should have brought an acer instead of asus but I called the store today and he said that my hardrive has disappeared so to drop it off and they will either fix it or get me a new one since it's still in warranty.

I've lost interest in FED  it just seems like I'm never going to understand how to do it.  I know I should keep at it but I just feel so useless at it.  I don't have a creative bone in my body at all tyring to make it look good is pretty much all it is and I can't.

I'm going to see Hans Zimmer on Saturday hopefully that will make me feel better. 
a_lone_mirage: (d'Avin)
It took me about 6hrs lol.  I wrote it from scratch and even learned to use flexbox which is awesome.  It doesn't have any javascript but it does have 3 links and article area.  Not bad for my very 1st attempt.

I think I'll try and make every couple of days until it's habit and I can add more css and javascript.  I will download bootstrap once I feel comfortable enough to use UI frames and kits. 

I'm hoping if I can get used this way of thinking I will have better memory skils which would be great.

Tomorrow I have to go empty uncle pauls house I'm so not doing his bedroom or the bathroom yuck.  My sister got him a nursing home but when the nursing home called the hospital a nurse told them he was restrained and a difficult patient.  Now the open spot goes to someone else because they don't restrain patients but honestly he is restrained for his own safety. He can't stand but has movement in his legs so it's dangerous when he moves he could fall out of bed or chair if he tried.

I don't what we are supposed to do.  He needs high care but none of them do the high care he needs.  This is why family members end up taking care of relatives because there are no care facilities with what people need.  We will not take care of him though we can't don't have the equipment or room.  Plus on other occasions he has told us he doesn't want that at all.  My sister is going to have a breakdown if this continues for much longer.


Apr. 15th, 2017 03:30 pm
a_lone_mirage: (d'Avin)
Spent the day getting back to JavaScript. I'm gonna learn this shit until I'm an expert. I feel good, watched tutorial all about conditional logic so that was something.
a_lone_mirage: (Default)
So old Robert at work finally retired the poor dear. His position is yet to be filled. It would be mon-fri 7am-3pm the whole year. It's one person job but you have to do a lot of places and things during the day. I prefer working alone I'm not sure my body can handle the stress of doing 22000 steps a day pushing a cart. I would be responsible for all the areas to be clean.

I would lose weight
I get to work alone
I could finally earn decent money
I could move closer to work
I could pay off my car

I hate this job doing it 5 days a week = major depression
My body particularly my feet won't be able to handle it
I would be responsible for audits
The commute until I could move = RAGE
I would have to do full clean of morgue yuck

I'll talk to my manager tomorrow see if anyone else is going to do it. If not I might as well I could finally change something in my life and get off this merry go round.
a_lone_mirage: (Default)
Well that wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. So this isn't just a graphics journal now it's my whole journal so I'll just post whatever I want.

I've been taking the iron tablets and feel awesome I can't believe the difference it makes. I have energy and I actually lost 2kg because I've been exercising
a_lone_mirage: (Default)
Went to the doctor yesterday finally.  He was good he ordered me a blood test for various reasons they took 4 viles of blood! I'm hoping they find something that tells me whats going on.  I'm actually thinking it could be pre-diabetes which would be good because I can do something about that.  I'm hoping it's also vitamin deficiency cause that can be treated easily.  I'm just so sick of being exhausted and irritated.

He wants me to do a sleep study also but I'm hoping the blood test comes back bad so he will just phone me and give me treatment otherwise I'll have to do a sleep study in the coming weeks.

Got my hanson ticket yay!!!! Just going to brisbane can't be bothered doing anything else.  I'm happy they kept their word about coming back to tour as long as there was interest.
a_lone_mirage: (dolphins jump)
So happy I switched from vodafone to optus.  For the same price I was paying I now get 12 GB of data uliminted txt and calls where as on vodafone I have unlimited txt and call but only 500mb of data which sucked so much!!!!!!

House sitting next week so I will be doing late shift at work. 


Mar. 5th, 2017 09:42 pm
a_lone_mirage: (Sam & Dean)

I've lived in Brisbane my whole life and I've never done a riverwalk.  I mean I've walked along eagle street pier and southbank but I've never walked on the riverwalk so that's what I did this weekend just a short one from the kangaroo point to the art museum.  It was too hot to do a longer one and I actually got sunburn.  I keep forgetting my new moisturiser doesn't have spf in it.  I will do more now because it's nice refreshing to get out and do something.  So many people were out and about living life.  Sometimes I forget there is whole world out there that is happy and full of energy.
a_lone_mirage: (Sam & Dean)
Spent the last 2 weeks looking after my niece but school starts up again monday so back to work I go.

Today I did a lot of photography of nature and some people. It really does make me feel happy and useful.

I finally figured out of the manual settings on my camera so that's made me really happy and I want to take a lot more.

Haven't been coding much lately I want to but my brain is all foggy and I can't concentrate on much for the last month so I'll just wait it out. It will pass it always does.

Waiting for it to rain and cool the place down had a heatwave and some normal summer days it just needs to cool down a bit.

Went and saw Moana this week I recommend it. Highly enjoyable.

I can't wait for beauty and the beast to come out in march the previews look so good!
a_lone_mirage: (Default)
Why is facing a fear so terrifying?  I don't even know why I have this particular fear just that I have avoided dealing with it for years and now next week I will be facing it and hopefully conquering it.

Moving on is so slow I wish the process was instant but it's going to take until july to really get anywhere.  I just have to be paitient and calm and strong willed.

I've been working a lot and they seem to have a lot of shifts to fill so that is one thing I'm good with.
I've been wanting to cut my hair for the last year into a pixie like cut but instead I colour it and now have to wait for it to grow so that I can tell the hairdresser to just cut and style it no colouring at all.
I'm so over colouring my hair It just has to grow another 3 inches but for some reason it's growing really slowly.

It feels weird having no concerts to go to because soundwave was cancelled.  I heard Bring me the horizon are going to tour but I'm not comfortable going to their show even though I love their music.
No one else has annouced a tour yet it's weird.

How do people walk around with such dertermination in them? I feel like I'm going to explode into a fireball.
a_lone_mirage: (johnshocked)
So yesterday I spent crying.  The whole day.  It was really bad day.

So today I went and got my vitamins, green tea and some hair dye.  I took the vitamin which was a B complex sustained release from herbs of gold and I got to tell you after lunch I felt amazing.  I felt so good I actually went for a really long walk on one of the walking trails near where I live.  I still feel really good.

I stopped taking vitamins in November I just couldn't be bothered but now I have learned my lesson.  I know there are papers out there saying vitamins do nothing or more harm than good but if you read those papers you can see that there is a lot of vague data.  It is bias.

Anyway take vitamins when needed and more targeted to what you need.  I agree a standard multi is a waste of time and money.
a_lone_mirage: (johnsmile)
I think I was born in the wrong time zone honestly.  Sometimes I long for easier times when things weren't so complicated.  When there wasn't so many rules.  Although women probably didn't have any rights so I wouldn't be able to to what I want to do now anyway.
a_lone_mirage: (PetePatrcik2013)
I cannot stop smiling or crying. Fall Out Boy are back. The amount of times I've played the new single is insane and I'm trying to figure out how much it would cost me to do Melbourne and Sydney shows. I really want to go. I figure if I work for the next 3 weeks full time I can do it.

The album was produced by Butch Walker. So excited to hear it.

I knew Pete was tweeting random lyrics. I can't wait.
a_lone_mirage: (samlights)
You were amazing and painful at the same time.

I got to see my absolute favourite musicians this year and was front row for most of them!!

I got robbed and am still bitter and hoping the theifs get thiers back karmically speaking. Assholes.

I travelled a lot this year.

Overall not too bad just disappointed nothing really changed. I didn't change.

Bring on 2013.

PS look at my icon I made that!! He is so pretty!
a_lone_mirage: (Matt b/w)
Went to the doctor with my x-rays it's all good I just pulled the muscle no broken bones.  The antibiotics worked because I've stopped coughing.  

Still obsessed with criminal minds found season 7 online so I'll watch that this  weekend cause the dvds don't come out here until december 5th.  I even made a new LJ layout with my very first self made LJ Header featuring the wonderful Matthew grey Gubler.

I just finished making coleslaw and had a vegie burger with it.  YUM.  

Might go swimming tomorrow the weather is awesome.


a_lone_mirage: (Default)

August 2017

  1 2345
20 212223242526


RSS Atom

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Sep. 23rd, 2017 02:28 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios